If I have to use the word complicated to describe one more thing in my life — I’m pretty sure I’m going to lose it.
Been feeling real sad/stressed/anxious all night.
But I’m going on a road trip tomorrow! I need to go to sleep, but on top of all my terrible feelings, I also feel excited. I can usually sleep through all the bad shit (used to it now), but the anticipation of something I’m looking forward to? Nope. No sleep for me.
It’s been so long. It’s been too long. My joy will be paramount and I cannot wait.
Nahhhh, you don’t.