i simultaneously wish i cared more and less about everyone and everything.

(via wrists)

(Source: ufo-club, via sodapunx)


i may seem like an angry person on the surface but deep inside im actually angrier

(via sodapunx)



The planets, aligned.

the sickest thing ive ever seen

(Source: jonyorkblog, via loveofanorchestra)

"I meet you. I remember you. Who are you? You destroy me. You’re so good for me. How could I have known that this city was made to the size of love? How could I have known that you were made to the size of my body? You’re great. How wonderful. You’re great. How slow all of a sudden. And how sweet. More than you can know. You destroy me. You’re so good for me. You destroy me. You’re so good for me. Plenty of time. Please. Take me. Deform me, make me ugly."

— Hiroshima Mon Amour (1959) Alain Resnais (via 20aliens)

(via mobscenity)

Found this on my computer from several months ago

still applicable. leaving it here for future reference. 

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  • person: you look dead
  • me: thanks

If our spaces reflect our inner selves, I am afraid I’m a wreck both inside and out

Let’s take current inventory of my immediate space. I live with my bed on the floor and surrounding it closely/on top of it (myself not included) right now, we have:

-A book called “the art love”
-My half full pipe and lighter
-3 towels
-My keyboard and sheet music
-A dozen or so graphic novels
-Various sex toys
-An empty pizza box
-A partially eaten bag of fire cheetos
-My therapy workbook
-$150 in one dollar bills
-Batteries…so many batteries
-24 pack of charmin ultra
-3 remotes
-A book about the ISS
-Settlers of catan
-Used tissues
-Modeling clay, tools, and work surface
-Unopened chocolates and gummies
-Aloe vera
-My cat

What is my life turning into? I’m not necessarily unhappy. I feel okay. Just wondering how I got here and whether or not I will ever feel caught up enough with life to declutter my head and physical spaces. I am exhausted all over and it’s starting to show.

What are you even doing with your life, Amber? 

I mean really, don’t be stupid — get it the fuck together and knock this shit off. 

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"I’m a protective, paranoid, overthinking, creative, loving, passionate, hypocritical piece of shit and I know it. Know yourself."

— KushandWizdom (via kushandwizdom)

(via tumblrrinserepeat)

I need to reach out

I have nothing to lose, and yet…



"i’m not bitter" i say, bitterly, with a bitter expression

(via wrists)

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